February 9

Well this has been an interesting few days since my last post. I am currently at McDonalds and taking a minor break from studying for my History exam that is supposed to be tomorrow. Why am I at McDonalds? Well, I live off campus and my internet is down. Oh, and it cant be fixed until Friday. Starbucks in Burleson is crammed full and Borders decided that today would be a good day to close at 1 pm. So, studying at McD's it is! It's not so bad, french fries are an awesome brain food. School was out today cuz of the ice, again, so at least I got to sleep for a few extra hours. I dont feel like it though. I havent been sleeping well lately. If I'm not having dreams that I hate about someone I hate, which wakes me up routinely every two hours, then it's a restless sleep and I wake up feeling like I've pulled an all nighter. The dreams are the worst...they piss me off. I dont even think abou the someone who shall not be named these days. Yeah, he ruined my life for a second time, but I've moved on completely. Now he wants to wake me up in the middle of the night. Awesome. I enjoy sleep and now he's ruining that too. Let's hope tonight I can get some good sleep!!! :) The only good thing about what that, "jerk" to put it lightly, did is that he is good poetic inspiration. Ive had writers block and these awful dreams have given me enough inspiration for a good poem. An unrhymed one i might add, which is big news for me! I'm a rhymer, and am quite proud to be told that my newest work is pretty good :) so exciting! until next time yall :)